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Jun. 29th, 2007 @ 05:36 pm Moved!
Current Location: The flex room
Current Mood: amused
So it's almost another year later.. Haha.. I obviously have a lack of time in my life! I've been promoted.. I've lost a child.. I've gained a few pets.. I've just bought a new really super duper cool house.. and yeah.. that's it in a nutshell. Anyone still reading this?
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Icky12
Sep. 15th, 2006 @ 10:36 pm Boo
2 years later.. Gah. What a disgusting writer I am.
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Icky12
Nov. 14th, 2004 @ 12:38 am Drunken weekend.. again.
Current Mood: drunk
Current Music: Sarah McLachlan ~ Fallen
So, I've jus' gotten home from my third, yes, third weekend of drunken debauchery.. is that how ye spell it? Nae sure at the moment.. we started at http://www.fadoirishpub.com/fado_pub_main.php?city=seattle (how the hell do ya make one word a link? Not cool enough for that at the moment I guess..) Anyway.. two Irish Car Bombs and two B-53's (my new favorite drink) later we then headed off towards http://www.docmaynards.com to see http://www.lateseptemberdogs.com/ (friends of ours) play. Unfortunately we had a babysitter so we had to scurry home by midnight. What a shame as LSD was headlining so we only caught the first two songs of the set. Oh well.. Men in kilts.. yummy boy legs.. skirts.. yum.. Happy birthday David.
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Alice
Nov. 12th, 2004 @ 02:07 pm On the subject of "friends"
Current Mood: depressed
Current Music: Mary Hamilton ~ Joan Baez
This week has been of mixed review.
On the plus side it was my wedding anniversary and we celebrated by going on the Spirit of Washington Dinner Train. It was a 3 hour and 15 minute ride and it was fantastic. This was my present from Jeff. We sat in the dome seats of the antique choo choo and enjoyed dinner (I had salmon, he had prime rib.) and a bottle of wine. The view was.. ech.. Renton to Woodinville.. not much to sneeze at.. but it was night, so the lights on the lake were pretty. Our destination was the Columbia Winery where we went in and got rather sloshy on wine samples ( they didn't charge for the samples!) then you turn around and head back while enjoying dessert and we had B-53's (B-52+Frangelico). All in all.. it was a fantastic time.. (Our 3rd wedding anniversary by the way)

So.. getting closer to the subject o' friends. I've let this guy (who I've loosely known since high school) come move his (ancient relatively renovated) bus onto our lower property and its just turning into one nightmare after another. First he completely raids my storage shed to outfit his bus to make it livable and then he tries to commit suicide.. getting my kids involved and my husband and generally pissing me off with his poor poor me pity act.. the final straw for me came today when I went to get into my car to head to work and my cd player wasn't working. I did mention he has nothing, right? No car.. a cheesey job at Target with no dreams of going further it seems? Anyway.. the stereo was working fine when I went to the park with the kids yesterday.. he then took it to go drop off some application.. this morning.. no workie workie.. Hrmm.. I get home and ask him what's up and he says all he did was switch his cd for my cd and then back again. HE certainly didn't do anything to it.. Oh god no.. it goes click click click for some OTHER reason. Like aliens came down and screwed it up..Or maybe the kids snuck out at midnight and messed it up.. God forbid he actually take responsibility for it.. Fook, I'm feeling pretty used and abused today needless to say.

And then there's my best friend who I've betrayed and feel just sick about because its come to light. Not sure how I feel about the "situation", its a relatively small matter at the end of the day.. but the fact of it is I lied to her, I betrayed her confidence and I feel like complete crap.. top all this off with the fact she's my mother so I can't even act indignant.. I just want to curl into a ball and cry.. I'm ashamed to face her... especially since I know she'll forgive me.. probably not take me into her confidence again.. but she'll forgive me.. makes me feel worse for it. I should be tarred and feathered and made to suffer countless abuses..

Oh.. I get it.. The whole school bus guy is part of my punishment for betraying my mum.. Cripe, Cripe, Cripe..

I miss the insulated days when my friends were faceless screen names with bogus persona's and we did nothing but play games.. Oh, to be twenty one again.

Think I'll go hide for the holidays..
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Alice
Oct. 31st, 2004 @ 08:41 pm Happy new year..
Current Mood: sleepy
Current Music: Still listening to the dishwasher...
The Last Harvest.
The Earth nods a sad farewell to the God. We know that He will once again be reborn of the Goddess and the cycle will continue. This is the time of reflection, the time to honor the Ancients who have gone on before us and the time of 'Seeing". As we contemplate the Wheel of the Year, we come to recognize our own part in the eternal cycle of Life.
Blessed be..
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Alice
Oct. 31st, 2004 @ 08:38 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: sleepy
Current Music: The quiet sound of the dishwasher..
Moon Farie
Moon Faerie!


What Faerie Are You?
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Alice
Oct. 11th, 2004 @ 09:58 am The Gashlycrumb Tinies
Current Mood: indifferent
Current Music: Echo and the Bunnymen
A is for AMY who fell down the stairs
B is for BASIL assaulted by bears
C is for CLARA who wasted away
D is for DESMOND thrown out of a sleigh
E is for ERNEST who choked on a peach
F is for FANNY such dry by a leach
G is for GEORGE smothered under a rug
H is for HECTOR done in by a thug
I is for IDA who drowned in a lake
J is for JAMES who took lye by mistake
K is for KATE who was struck with an axe
L is for LEO who swallowed some tacks
M is for MAUD who was swept out to sea
N is for NEVILLE who died of ennui
O is for OLIVE run through with an awl
P is for PRUE trampled flat in a brawl
Q is for QUENTIN who sank in a mire
R is for RHODA consumed by a fire
S is for SUSAN who perished of fits
T is for TITUS who flew into bits
U is for UNA who slipped down a drain
V is for VICTOR squashed under a train
W is for WINNIE embedded in ice
X is for XERXES devoured by mice
Y is for YORICK who head was knocked in
Z is for ZILLAH who drank too much gin
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Icky12
Sep. 30th, 2004 @ 01:10 pm Wondering if anyone still reads this thing..
Current Mood: dorky
Current Music: And the tap goes drip-drip-drip-drip....
I really need to reaquaint myself with this. It's definately been awhile since I've been here, about a year and a half in fact.
I need to mull over whether I'm just going to pick up like nothings happened or rehash the 2003/2004 season.. I'll get back to you on that.
Currently, I'm seeking employment that actually pays coin.. Wouldn't that be a treat!
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Icky12
May. 19th, 2003 @ 09:50 pm Make sure your volume is on for this..
http://www.starterupsteve.com/swf/subliminal.html
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Icky12
Apr. 30th, 2003 @ 08:36 am Haha
Current Mood: busy
Current Music: Russian Lesbian Techno? Tuka? Tika? Hrmm..
Hey Mike, Fuck you.
Yeah.. you bullied and punched, tugged and pushed me here.. so here it is.
Alright kitten's. How are my most poshest of friends doing? Always a sleek party to attend, a bottle to upend and someone new to bed. What a life you all must lead.
Me? I'm joining a convent. I have suddenly been called to "God". Or maybe I've just been called to wear nothing under a habit for Mr Bowie. ::Shrugs indifferently::
Mom and I are going to be actors this year at Renn Faire. Whee. Guess who gets to learn to sew bodices? Aye lads and lassies.. that 'ould be me. Irish overskirts and simple peasant chemises from Alteryears.com sewing patterns. Pity me. I haven't sewed since Anna was 2.. She turns 5 in June.
Morgan came to stay with us for awhile. (My 13 year old son for those of you not in the know..) He is 6'3" and weighs 157lbs. I felt very short. He claims Rob Zombie is the shit and wanted me to take him to see House of a Thousand Corpses.. I opted to rent Harry Potter instead. I guess I suck..
So the new house is coming along.. I've dug out a water garden and I've laid the lining.. Need to go pick up slate to edge it. Baskets are hung.. Everlastings will be planted next. If only the rain would stop for a few days.
This weekend.. in lieu of fine dining, orgies, or swank dancing.. I am attending a wedding, hosting a baby shower.. and pulling a rabbit out of my ass.
Joy joy joy.
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Alice
Feb. 3rd, 2003 @ 09:50 am I'm a slacker
Current Mood: chipper
Current Music: 10,000 Maniacs ~ Anthem for Doomed Youth
So it occured to me this morning that I've not only slacked on updating my journal.. but I haven't even kept up on everyone else..
I MISS MY SOAPS DAMNIT!
Yes.. its true..I never did watch Around the World as it falls through the sands of time.. or was it All my Toes fell off after Dr. Beau slept with Sissy's mother.... No.. I read Live Journal religiously..
So here we are.. It is Monday morning.. the space shuttle fell from the sky two days ago.. we finally signed on our house three days ago.. and.. and..
and..
and..
yes.. as of two hours ago.. after all the drama surrounding the "BIG MOVE".. We now own our house.
So.. who's for coming up to the Pacific Northwest and helping me landscape these 2 and a 1/2 acres o' land? I have a few trees that need felling and some that need moved.. I have a driveway that needs sculpting.. and well..
Oh... Gots tae go.. Mom, Anna-Beth, and I are going shopping for home decor crap.. Yay.

Love ya all..
I know I've been out of touch..
I'll put my head behind your rear wheels and you can all take turns running me over a few times..
Or.. I'll take spankings..
::Shrugs::
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Alice
Dec. 23rd, 2002 @ 11:29 pm Fa La La.. Lalalala..
Happy holidays and all that crap.
SANTA!! COME HELP ME PACK!!
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Icky12
Nov. 15th, 2002 @ 07:58 pm ...
Yeah..
If you care to know..
I'm alive..
We haven't moved yet..
Sale fell through.
I'm broke..
If you owe me money?
Pay it back swiftly..
So I can pay those that I owe..
I don't give out free rides and I don't like taking being taken advantage of.. cause I don't like to take advantage of others..
I need a job..
Jeff broke his hand..
Clutz..
AoL blows..
I have a new email..
I'll update this someday..
XIkoIkoX@aol.com is still active..
New email is Verbena@IspWest.Com
Blah blah blah..
Happy Turkey Day and all that happy fucking holiday crap.
House went back on the market today..
We'll see what happens..
Whatever.
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Icky12
Oct. 12th, 2002 @ 10:06 am Greetings from X-19
Current Mood: anxious
Current Music: Looney Tunes
Hello,
Yes.. in case you were wondering.. I am alive. I was abducted by aliens but was recently returned to planet Earth. Fret not.. X-19 is a beautiful place and I hope to return as soon as I can come up with the 20 million required to play "Who wants to be a Cosmonaut" in Russia.

Seriously though..
I haven't been in touch with many people because frankly I got a little weary of always sounding like a stressed out fruitcake. I'm not ignoring.. just.. going gray quietly. We had an incident with my daughter recently which wasn't pretty.. Just imagine a four year old little girl.. a six year old and a nine year old boy.. throw in the promise of a thousand Barbies.. some sexual assault.. cops.. ::Shudders:: She did everything she was supposed to do though.. She screamed.. she kicked... she ran.. she told. She was pissed she wouldn't get the Barbies though..
The other side of life? The all encompassing, overwhelming.. shit can't we just be done? life has more turns, barrel rolls, somersaults, and twists than a Magic Mountain roller coaster.. WE NEED A PLACE TO LIVE NOW!!..::Sighs:: Where was I? Right.. Condo is officially sold.. well.. maybe not officially.. but as official as it gets until the money's in our pocket type deal. The important thing is.. we have 17 days to move.. We're out of here by the 29th.. and by the skin o' our teeth we have found a new home. 155,000 dollars later.. 2 1/2 acres.. 3 bedrooms.. deck.. yard.. space to build the office/shop.. Whoof. lots of work..
X-19!! Take me away.....
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Alice
Sep. 9th, 2002 @ 10:43 am Life sucks..
Please don't read this if you don't want to hear a whiney little wench go off.

So.. The end of a year finally nears its finale'.
In two days it is the anniversary? (Why does that sound so morbid? Anniversaries are supposed to be happy events..) of 9-11. 11 days after that, Jeff was mobilized and off he went.. So in exactly 16 days he will finally be home.. Am I supposed to be excited? I'm not. I'm kinda freaked out about it actually. I mean.. I've had the house to myself and the kids for the last year. We married after he left.. we've not really lived together as a married couple.. what if we don't get along? We probably won't.. We're night and day.. He's catholic.. I'm pagan.. He's republican.. I'm undecided.. My politics are on a case by case scenario.. I mean.. I DO NOT fault Clinton for all that is bad in the world..
Finances suck at the moment.. The Golf has a bit of an issue.. and its going to take a grand to get it fixed.. Mind you.. he needs that grand by tonight.. which means that I have to get the damned Russians to get off their asses and get us our money back out of their escrow account.. Why it is that they felt that forging signatures would be alright.. I have no idea. Must be Clintons fault.. Muahahaha..
Sometimes I feel like friends are fair weather only.. Its in crunches like this that you begin to understand who is truly a friend and who isn't.. I've been depressed..Morbidly depressed mind you.. My true friends have actually bothered to sit and listen to me ramble.. Not try to come up with the answers.. just to listen.. Thanks guys.. I appreciate it.
And Mike? You're a doll.. I know the offer was genuine.. but you know damned well I could never take anything from you.. You mean to much and I fear that loans would kill what we have.. Just keep being you.. Its more than enough. I've loaned enough money out and never gotten it back to understand that in the end.. its just bad news. I don't know when or how my situation is going to change at this point.. but the very fact that you offered means the world to me.
Q.. I love you.. You are always there to listen to me.. and to agree when I need that.. and to smack me upside the head and see reality when thats needed as well.. I can only hope that I've been able to return the same when its needed for you.. I'd hate to think that I sapped all your life from you and never fed it back in return.
Thats all for now..
The boys are back in school.. Yay, I guess.. The days feel weird now that summer is over.
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Icky12
Aug. 20th, 2002 @ 05:19 pm Sick babies..
Current Mood: anxious
Current Music: Evening news..
My poor dears are not feeling well.. Fevers.. coughs.. upset tummy's.
I hope tomorrow is a little better for them.
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Icky12
Aug. 19th, 2002 @ 09:15 pm Home again, home again..
Current Mood: good
Current Music: 10,000 Maniacs~Daktari
Ahh.. I'm home.
In a way, I feel sad.. I feel that this last week was an end to a portion of my life.. closure in a way. I hope its not.. and Mike says I'm a pessimist.. but we'll see I guess.
Like I said before.. the week began with a bang.. Touched down in LA and we met with the side of a bus that perform some rather graceless turning manuevers.. Strange little hispanic woman that should never have been licensed.. That little stick that comes off the steering wheel?? Its a turn signal! No! Really!!
So it was wait, wait, wait.. then it was race, race, race to the auto shop.. Zooom to the cottage.. drop bags quickly.. race to the studio.. draw on walls.. see Gilligans Island set?? It is BEAR GRASS Michael.. You are not supposed to mow it. Oh? We're off again? Let me catch my breath.. (Did I mention that I slept at the airport the night before? Did I say SLEEP??!! Smokin' crack, out of whack..) To another lot we head.. A quick bite to eat.. Yum... step just outside and whee.. David and Moby on stage.. the heat is starting to affect my brain.. Damn David looked yummy.
So we're standing there at the foot of the stage.. Rich is just in front of me, I'm not paying close attention.. David has caught my eye and he's looking me up and down between sets.. Next thing I know? Moby, who had been crouching down to adjust a chord sheet is suddenly sprawled on his back and Rich is standing over him, shouting something about "Just eat the fucking hamburger!" Very random.. I couldn't be concerned though.. David wanted to dance and who was I to say no... Iman wasn't anywhere to be seen.. (I later found out she went to go get lunch for herself and her man..) Somehow in the confusion of Moby needing medical attention.. and Rich dancing gleefully over his prone body while Michael dribbled to go ketchup packets into his gaping mouth.. I find myself backstage with David.. Harmless fun right? Wrong.. Iman decided to interupt which caused Davie to be a bit premature.. Guac, salsa and I hope it was sour cream are now dripping down my new dress.. Harumph!
So its back to the lot.. and then race race race.. back to the cottage.. change clothes yet again.. ::Rolls her eyes:: Stupid Iman.. I could have worn that dress all day... Oh well..
Dinner at.. Oh dear..help here.. Bucca de bepo? Whatever.. Fabulous Itallian food.. Back to the Paul's for Guinness and Witchblade.. Kathryn took what I am sure was a heavenly bath.. and then it was time for the beach. I love the Pacific Ocean.. Rich and I went down at midnight and played in the waves and talked about life.. He's so cute.. All he could do was go on and on and on and on.. did I say on and on about Ari and what an amazing woman she is? You'd think she was the Queen of Heaven from the way he speaks of her.. Glad he's heading home to his sweetheart as I write this.. I'm sure the reunion will last well into the next week. Swimming in pajamas.. Hrmm.. It was fun.
So the next day.. Tuesday? I am talked into putting these new fangled inventions on my feet called rollerblades so we can go down to the beach and play in the ocean some more.. Mm.. ok. I tried these out a few years ago.. I can do it.. I'm doing fine.. about a mile and a half into it though Michael comes up from behind me and screams that I'm a pussy and I need to go faster.. faster.... WHAM! Down I go.. he's finally swept me off my feet.. I'm brave though.. I grin, smile.. nod.. Head to the lifeguard tower and blanch when I realize that the cute, young, impossibly tanned babe up there is going to put iodine on my scraped ass.. Uhm.. no. Calf fine.. ass.. no. Within minutes we are body surfing.. ( I am pulled under no less than twice.. )Again.. Rich? I owe you a life debt I'm sure...
We limp home.. the kids are all complaining of sunburns.. Oh whaaa I say.. Try road rash!! With sand imbedded into your arse! Harumph!
Wednesday? I don't remember Wednesday.. Kit Kat? Was that the day we did girly day? With pedicures and shopping? I think it was.. I think I did laundry on that day.. Oh well.. Kat and I had this great time.. I love you Kat.. ::Sniffles:: I miss you.. Lunch at Subway.. Shopping.. pampering of toes and fingers.. Maybe this was Thursday.. I'm so confused.. Where is my Geritol?? NO! Wait.. Wednesday we went to The Roxy, The Rainbow Room and RJ's ribs... I remember!! Thursday was girlie/Beni day..
I know that we went to Benihana and had yummy yummies.. Paul was suddenly a chef and he was cooking marachino cherries and slinging plates at the cute little serving wenches.. and Tom? Dee's father? Wow.. I want some of that. Yum.
So Friday comes around.. Are you exhausted yet from reading?? I am.. Magic Mountain.. Ok. I'm a geek.. I've NEVER been to an amusement park.. I didn't even realize that coasters like that existed! The delight of the day however was Matt and Ben.. They taught me how to properly pronounce Harry Potter.. Apparently I have a garrish American accent.. and they have the delightfully correct English accent. I somehow went from looking like Linda somebody from Men in Black to sounding like Roseanne Barr.. AARRGGHHH.. Of all the insults I didn't need.. ( I'm reminding you now.. I still had that road rash from three days before.. and it hurt! ) Wouldn't have missed that day for the world.. I have a really cute picture of Michael and I on Batman though.. He looks kinda like a little monkey boy.. I'll post it someday..
Saturday.. ahh.. I was drugged the night before! I slept til 11 Am.. something I've not done in years.. I had the house to myself for a few hours so I walked down to where Kathryn works and went to lunch with her.. Then it was family night at the "Pauls".. Oh.. delicious brb-q like you've never experienced.. Wonderful ambience..
Sunday comes.. its the end of the vacation.. We head to brunch then race back to pack.. its off to the airport.. I am left at the gate.. damn the airports for not letting people walk all the way in without a ticket.. ::Sniff:: I didn't really cry til I was alone.. didn't want to cause a scene.. but again.. I felt that it was the end to a part of my life that I wasn't ready to give up..
Last strange thing that happens.. I'm all cozy in my little window seat and there is confusion on the plane.. they've overbooked. This woman was going to be forced from the plane and her husband was going to go on without her.. I held up my hand and offered to take a different flight so they could go together.. They agree.. I get off the plane.. and I'm told that for being generous I will have a voucher for a free round trip ticket. Yay? And.. Bonus.. I was on a flight forty five minutes later, flying first class because they had to get me home somehow and there was an available seat.. Yay...
Last night I got to sleep in my own bed.. ::Delightful sigh offered here:: Rich.. you snore.. I love you.. but damn.. and you hit.. Had to baricade all week against him..
So reality settles in..
I'm home now..
I went grocery shopping today..
It was refreshing..
But I will miss you guys..
Love to all.. hope you are being safe.
And Kat? Thank you again for the beautiful necklace and matching bracelet.. I will cherish them forever because they came from you..
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Icky12
Aug. 15th, 2002 @ 03:19 pm Sunny California
Current Mood: giddy
Current Music: The splish splash of the washing machine
Hello Everyone,
I know I haven't updated in a millenium..and I'm sorry. Poo on my, my life was never all that interesting anyway.
Last Monday morning I stepped onto a flight, leaving all my children behind me for a week. My destintation? Sunny California.
This marks the middle of my vacation.. and though I will wait to do a complete update upon my return.. I will venture to inform all who care that I am having a madly wonderful time. I have been almost carried out to sea twice.. Thanks Rich, for both rescues.. I think in some cultures I owe you a life debt twice over or something.. I've been dumped to the pavement by my own clutzy self.. and have been limping around like a gimp for two days now.. Road rash.. gotta love it. And I also got to spend some quality girl time with Kathryn today.. Manicures, pedicures.. fun shopping and lunch. Yay..
Although there is more.. seeing David Bowie in a very laidback setting.. eating Lady and the Tramp style scrumpious Italian food in the kitchen of a restaurant.. Nothing has been more fun than finally meeting my extended family face to face after so very many years.. I feel so fortunate to have so many dear old and new friends..
Props.. Its not over yet.. who knows what the rest of the week will bring..
Stay tuned..
Outies
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Icky12
Jul. 18th, 2002 @ 05:11 pm After searching and searching..
Current Mood: bouncy
Yay.
Jeff and I went out to look for the second time with the agent at the house we've been talking about for a couple of weeks.
He dropped me off at the house then took off down into the valley to go make the offer and sign the paper work..
Here it is..
Our new home..
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Icky12
Jul. 9th, 2002 @ 07:07 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: contemplative
Life is not measured by the number of
breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away
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Icky12